Today is one of those days where I'm tempted to let feelings control me. I mean, more than they are already.
Emotionally, I am not doing well today. So many things piling up on me that I can't really control. I've been trying to stay busy- and keep my mind occupied- with "normal" stuff, but even the normal things seem oppressive. And I have things coming up that I am dreading. I know "dread" is stupid and I should just get over it.
I feel desperate, cornered, sad, and overwhelmed. If I let feelings control me I would probably run off somewhere and change my identity. But I can't escape myself.
I'm not going to post this one to any (other) social media, because I don't want the people I know "in real life" to know I'm not handling things well today.
Consider this a whine.
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You are only human, Kent. I am sure I speak for many when I say that you are handling things pretty damn well under the circumstances, and that no one faults you for being emotionally weak vulnerable or potentially unstable.
ReplyDeleteI wouldn't so much classify you as whining. And even if you are, so what? It doesn't make you less of a person. Sometimes venting is the only thing that helps.