I don't know if I'm the right person. I don't know if I'm up to the task or strong enough. But I'm doing what I can... and it has cost me.
I know it would probably be smarter to keep my head down and be quiet. I have caring online friends who remind me of this from time to time. I know my family would prefer it. I would probably be a lot more outwardly comfortable and have a lot more money.
There's always that temptation to just pack it in-- especially when the money gets really tight or when I get ganged up on for not pretending aggressive, thieving gang members are heroes when they happen to work for government.
But, if I did could I really live with myself?
I don't know. I've never been good at going along to get along. I always let something slip, even when I'm trying to bite my tongue.
I guess I'm destined to be broke and unpopular, especially when I see what would be necessary to "fix" that.
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Writing is my job.
I hope I add something you find valuable. If so...
YOU get to decide if I get paid.
Writing is my job.
I hope I add something you find valuable. If so...
YOU get to decide if I get paid.
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